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These past few days its felt like i'm living someone else's life like i'm in the third person watching my own life...very werid....i don't think i've ever cried that much in my entire life lol i felt like an emo kid...lol...but i'm okay now i feel totally sure about my decision and its not like i can't come back if i need to its for the best right now...i think i've been put into this situation for a reason and i can accept it now i feel more at peace i guess you can say (if you wanna sound gay) lol....but oh well i'll still come back and visit during the weekends and stuff so i can still go to shows and such and not miss out on any fun...lol i'll still have a room and stuff here i'm only taking my dresser so it should be cool...but enough stuff about that...my big trip is comin up!!!! monday morning we are leaving and i'm soo stoked! we are goin have so much FUN!!! i can't believe i'm this lucky to be going! yay! lol anyways i'm goin go watch Badder Santa the unrated version i think i need to rot my mind a little more lol...so i'll see ya kids later! noon