choices choices choices
life feels so sureal right now nothing seems right or in place everything is just out of place i feel out of place i'm too confused to make a decision right now all i know it i need to do whats best for me and my well being its just confusing seems like something from like a fuckin soap opera or soemthing lol i'm really just tryin to figure things out and its sooo hard i don't want to leave my friends and family all my plans things were goin great i dunnno i just really need to make a decsion and figure things out i'm really hoping my trip will give me a new aspect on things and my life and what i need and want it feels like i would be doing the wrong thing by leaving but maybe it would be the right thing for me i dunnooo just confused i'll update later! noon