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yeah i havent been on this shit for a while cuz my skewl blocked it but yeah...i just never got around to gettin on at home..
i havent gone to skewl for a while i just havent gone.. i really need to start going so i can do better! shit i spend like every fuckin second with jason now..
i love him lots.. i really do..
i met a new friend today her name is sam i like her lots shes awesome..
yesterday was on the of the worst days ever and that i wished i would have gone to skewl.. robbie never wants to see me again i think cassie is mad at me even if she wont admit it kevin thinks im insane cuz of beating the shit out of a 25 year old man.. and jasons dad and step mom hate me and dont want me to see jason any more.. and my parents like jason more than me..
i think everyone is mad at me or officially hates me.. cept jason.. i can tell when hes mad.. and i dont think he is..
*sigh*
i havent talked to kara latley and its bugging me... like i could talk to her but i just havent even made an effort to call her or anything and it makes me real sad that im so fuckin lame.. i love you kara and im sorry i havnet talked to you latley! shit..
i broke my fone yesterday and it doesnt work the same.. gawd and jason almost got mad at me yesterday.. but he got over it.. i really love him and i cant take it wen hes mad at me.. gawsh...
i havent done laundry in forever.. i look grungy and nasty.. i wear the same jackets every day but different pants but all of my pants look the same.. Weird..
i am starting to get suicidal again.. im so happy with jason but thats all thats making me happy now a days..
i think i might be starting to be an alcohalic i drink way too much and way too often..
i should probly go.. no one reads this far into it anyways.. *sigh*
i havent gone to skewl for a while i just havent gone.. i really need to start going so i can do better! shit i spend like every fuckin second with jason now..
i love him lots.. i really do..
i met a new friend today her name is sam i like her lots shes awesome..
yesterday was on the of the worst days ever and that i wished i would have gone to skewl.. robbie never wants to see me again i think cassie is mad at me even if she wont admit it kevin thinks im insane cuz of beating the shit out of a 25 year old man.. and jasons dad and step mom hate me and dont want me to see jason any more.. and my parents like jason more than me..
i think everyone is mad at me or officially hates me.. cept jason.. i can tell when hes mad.. and i dont think he is..
*sigh*
i havent talked to kara latley and its bugging me... like i could talk to her but i just havent even made an effort to call her or anything and it makes me real sad that im so fuckin lame.. i love you kara and im sorry i havnet talked to you latley! shit..
i broke my fone yesterday and it doesnt work the same.. gawd and jason almost got mad at me yesterday.. but he got over it.. i really love him and i cant take it wen hes mad at me.. gawsh...
i havent done laundry in forever.. i look grungy and nasty.. i wear the same jackets every day but different pants but all of my pants look the same.. Weird..
i am starting to get suicidal again.. im so happy with jason but thats all thats making me happy now a days..
i think i might be starting to be an alcohalic i drink way too much and way too often..
i should probly go.. no one reads this far into it anyways.. *sigh*