condition

[xnihilo]

the new hijo soul is finished
i will give/sell you a copy if you ask
it is a "concept" album about the occupation of iraq
15 songs, 50:33
entirely instrumental
i'm kind of proud of it

vicky:
sorry i called you and bugged you
i just felt like talking to someone
sum stupid shit had occurred, but it's no big deal

damn, i need another job

damn, i'm supposed to be a writer, but i don't write
i'm just an artist? i do everything
music, act, maybe direct something again, etc.

i re-read some thich nhat hanh tonight
it helps

i missed the aids walk
i am lousy
it was cousin's birthday though
i saw photos of athens and venice and...
my cousin and his wife took a cruise to europe

college graduations
high skool graduations
i am stuck in limbo

do something
i should

don't just do something
sit there
i should
and be mindful

this is a nice album to have memories to
and create new ones
about...

i should buy more incense and paint again whilst listening to jazz
minus the smoking part i suppose
like ^ north
but i've no porch

i should...

stop walling off those emotions
don't let the bodies dissolve into skeletons

krk