...
wow this is probably the lowest i've felt in... i don't know how long
i am stuck in this fucking limbo
i'm not accepted at csuf cuz of one class or some shit
so i get to back to the jc for another gawddamn semester
i don't have a job for summer yet
so i won't have any money
other bullshit
things could be a lot worse, but they suck as it is
and i have only myself to blame
that's the worst part
fuck my subconscious mind
i suppose what makes it worse is that everyone else i know is graduating and/or moving away, but here i am in virtually the same place i was a couple years ago, a little wiser now perhaps, but that's just not enough
on the bright side i wrote nine pages of a story today and i am going to shoot a film if it KILLS ME
i need to be like rocky balboa
all "eye of the tiger" and shit
kiko
i am stuck in this fucking limbo
i'm not accepted at csuf cuz of one class or some shit
so i get to back to the jc for another gawddamn semester
i don't have a job for summer yet
so i won't have any money
other bullshit
things could be a lot worse, but they suck as it is
and i have only myself to blame
that's the worst part
fuck my subconscious mind
i suppose what makes it worse is that everyone else i know is graduating and/or moving away, but here i am in virtually the same place i was a couple years ago, a little wiser now perhaps, but that's just not enough
on the bright side i wrote nine pages of a story today and i am going to shoot a film if it KILLS ME
i need to be like rocky balboa
all "eye of the tiger" and shit
kiko