Relationship Blues
Last night was quiet...
I had a small & intimate dinner at my penthouse in New York.. Had over a bunch of my friends & Paris + her new 'boyfriend,' Mike. (And no I didnt get freaky with this boyfriend of hers!)
He was pretty cute, and she actually seemed to like him... Which sort of sent me off into this depression... The longest we Hilton gurls have ever kept a man for, was a week!! They've been together for 2!
That bothers me a litte. I guess I feel as if the world is leaving me behind. All my friends have been in relationships; Meaningful relationships. Shit, I dont even know what that means.
Paris actually looked like she was interested in Mike for something other than sex. It puzzled me. It seemed like she actually felt..... Love
After dinner, Renee took me out for coffee & smokes, cause she sort of sensed something was wrong. I guess I wasnt my usual self-centered-self at the dinner table that night.. We went to this quaint little coffee shop nearby & I ran into an interesting guy called peter_p
He was cute! I sorta ditched Renee & my blues and I went over to him & asked him out. (We have a date tonight. *Blushes*) Renee was hella surprised, cause she said he really isnt my type. She said I was acting on account of my blues.
What does she mean by that? What IS my type then? *Sigh*
God, someone needs prozac right here!
On the bright side, I've found Peter. He is really cute and intersting. *smiles*
I had a small & intimate dinner at my penthouse in New York.. Had over a bunch of my friends & Paris + her new 'boyfriend,' Mike. (And no I didnt get freaky with this boyfriend of hers!)
He was pretty cute, and she actually seemed to like him... Which sort of sent me off into this depression... The longest we Hilton gurls have ever kept a man for, was a week!! They've been together for 2!
That bothers me a litte. I guess I feel as if the world is leaving me behind. All my friends have been in relationships; Meaningful relationships. Shit, I dont even know what that means.
Paris actually looked like she was interested in Mike for something other than sex. It puzzled me. It seemed like she actually felt..... Love
After dinner, Renee took me out for coffee & smokes, cause she sort of sensed something was wrong. I guess I wasnt my usual self-centered-self at the dinner table that night.. We went to this quaint little coffee shop nearby & I ran into an interesting guy called peter_p
He was cute! I sorta ditched Renee & my blues and I went over to him & asked him out. (We have a date tonight. *Blushes*) Renee was hella surprised, cause she said he really isnt my type. She said I was acting on account of my blues.
What does she mean by that? What IS my type then? *Sigh*
God, someone needs prozac right here!
On the bright side, I've found Peter. He is really cute and intersting. *smiles*