May 11, 2006 05:29
i cant sleep. i have been sitting in the same chair for at least 6 hours. i like to sit in chairs.
its fun.
id also like to sleep though. im watching wicker park. i LOVE this movie.
josh hartnett is so fine. hahah. but this movie stresses me the fuck out, how someone could fucking do this. its cruel. and appauling. but also understandable. cause love and infatuation can definately make people pyschotic.
Earlier i was watching trailers and clips from the movie united 93 about the 9/11 hijacking/terrorism. and it hellla made me cry. but i didnt cry about it when it happened. i didnt even have much of a reaction. the part that really got to me is when the innocent people on the plane were using the air phone calling their wives/husbands/brothers/sisters/children etc. telling them their plane was hijacked..it was just a hitter man. and how fucking awesome they were to attack the hijackers so the plane didnt hit washington and kill more people instead just crashed in the ground.
anywayssssssss. i wonder if actors get boners in sex scenes during movies. that would be a little awkward. cuz i know damn well if i was doing a sex scene with sara shahi or elisha cuthbert and if i had a peener that i would have the largest fattest boner in the world.
i get really stressed out around 5:30 in the morning, cuz thats when i need to get into bed without being completely intruded on by the sun. but i dont want to go to bed. its so difficult for me to get in bed, and so difficult for me to get out of bed. i really do not like this whole sleeping concept.
i have a job interview friday morning at 11 am. that means i will be getting no sleep that day. im extremely nervous, i havent had a job interview in forever. and this is for an insurance company. they need a telephone answerer and a paper filer/organizer. its 12 dollars an hour. i reaaaaaalllllly want this job. the hours arent that bad. they are a little earlier than i would hope for... but i would definately not complain if i got the job. i just am self concious because the tattoos on my neck and my hair is..it just..is... it really depends on the person hiring, because after all i am not going to be interacting with customers except on the telephone... so it really depends on if the hiring lady is anal. i would hope not. i need A JOB!!!!!!!