coming clean
wow. look at all of this drama. ok, finally i am going to come clean to ryan, stephen, and lea each person sepaarately about everything. i want everything straight. this may hurt some of you, this may not hurt you at all. but it will probably make me more at peace with myself. i want to let you know how i really feel
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About the Stephen part: You're never wrong about changing, things happen, you don't expect them to, but they do. You can't go back, only go forward, you're not going to get things back to the way they were, but possibly you can make something new that is even better.
About the Lea part: First off, sorry to hear your boy is being treated that way, but even more sorry that he hasn't had the balls or brains or eyes or whatever it is he needs to cut them off. Its good to know you're picking up the pieces though, even though you didn't do the damage, you're the one doing the healing. Relationships were friends are more important, never really work, in all actuality its supposed to be that everyone gets equal share, people need to learn to not be jealous, to just go with things as they naturally should go, you don't need to leave friends for someone, and you don't have to spend all your time with their friends because you are with them, it has to be perfectly balanced, and when it isn't, it falls, like everything else in life. You tried though, and thats honorable... Try not to let them get to you, and hopefully eventually, he will forget about them as well, or they will grow up, whichever comes first.
Sorry, thought I'd leave my mark. Anyhow, yeah, you don't know me, got your LJ from GP, and such, I think I have your AIM name, but we've never talked. I'm Hybr1dB31ng on GP, and SubfuscILEUS5 on AIM... if we talk cool, if not, I hope I was helpful, even though I gave no advice, just understanding.
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