These wounds won't seem to heal.
Love. such a simple word with such a complex meaning.
I dunno, sometimes i get confused with the whole levi situtation. Bleh. hrm yeh so he is saying that this up coming summer he's moving to california. Which he just might do that, but he wants me to come with him, and i really don't want to. So i can't. I want us to be together, and its hard if he keeps acting like he just wants to get away from everything. especially me. i dunno he says he loves me and sometimes i feel that he means it...then other days i tell myself not to fall. I'm scared of getting hurt again. I put myself out there, and i knew...KNEW that he loved me. I felt it...he felt it. Now everythings is just weird. My world keeps spinning and i can't make it stop. I keep telling myself that if i fall again he's just gonna hurt me....so i'm not getting as close to him as we use to be...
I dunno i'm doing things i normally wouldn't do.
I've been smoking a lot lately...just to make me happy
because it makes u go into this happy place, where u don't worry about the world. nothing but yeh i'm done with that....i mean every once is a while is cool...but not as much as usually.
And you, can bring me to my knees
all the times that i could beg you please
all the times that i felt insecure...for you
and i leave the burdens at the door
I'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through u
and see ur true colors
cuz inside ur ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through u
and see to the real you.
All the times..that i felt that this won't end
its for you.
and i taste what i could never have
it was from you.
all the times that i cried
my entensions full of pride
but i waste....
but i'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through u
and see ur true colors
cuz inside ur ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through you
and see to the real you
All the times that i cried
all this wasted
is all inside
and i feel
all this pain
stop it now
its back again
and i lie here in bed
all alone
but i feel
tomorrow will be okay.
but i'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through you
and see ur true colors
inside your ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through you
and see to the real you
I dunno, sometimes i get confused with the whole levi situtation. Bleh. hrm yeh so he is saying that this up coming summer he's moving to california. Which he just might do that, but he wants me to come with him, and i really don't want to. So i can't. I want us to be together, and its hard if he keeps acting like he just wants to get away from everything. especially me. i dunno he says he loves me and sometimes i feel that he means it...then other days i tell myself not to fall. I'm scared of getting hurt again. I put myself out there, and i knew...KNEW that he loved me. I felt it...he felt it. Now everythings is just weird. My world keeps spinning and i can't make it stop. I keep telling myself that if i fall again he's just gonna hurt me....so i'm not getting as close to him as we use to be...
I dunno i'm doing things i normally wouldn't do.
I've been smoking a lot lately...just to make me happy
because it makes u go into this happy place, where u don't worry about the world. nothing but yeh i'm done with that....i mean every once is a while is cool...but not as much as usually.
And you, can bring me to my knees
all the times that i could beg you please
all the times that i felt insecure...for you
and i leave the burdens at the door
I'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through u
and see ur true colors
cuz inside ur ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through u
and see to the real you.
All the times..that i felt that this won't end
its for you.
and i taste what i could never have
it was from you.
all the times that i cried
my entensions full of pride
but i waste....
but i'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through u
and see ur true colors
cuz inside ur ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through you
and see to the real you
All the times that i cried
all this wasted
is all inside
and i feel
all this pain
stop it now
its back again
and i lie here in bed
all alone
but i feel
tomorrow will be okay.
but i'm on the outside and i'm lookin in
and i can see through you
and see ur true colors
inside your ugly
ugly like me
and i can see through you
and see to the real you