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So okay, i haven't updated in probably 32048230948 million years. So here i go. Well so here lately everythings been a huge blur, i'm confused about...well completely everything. Mostly Levi, right now were on this break type thing, i dunno what it is really, but i just have that feeling that its not going to work out for us, i mean as much as i want it to, i mean i know i want it to work out. I just don't think its going to happen.
Well thursday we would have been together for one whole year. Thats a record for me, usually my longest relationship last ehh the longest is 2 months. I dunno like i feel like we shouldn't be over, because i know i still love him. Its just i'm not sure if its the same love i had before, or if he even loves me. Oh well i guess this is how it was suppose to work, right? I wish there was just some way to fix us, but sadly theres not.
This is probably the weirdest feeling i've ever had, and if i think about it so much, my stomach gets upset, im just not me. bleh. I didn't see this coming, like i seriously i know this sounds so stupid, but i just saw us together forever. I know that was so cheesy and stupid. We made the best couple, i dunno. I mean last night it was my choice to do the break thing, and i felt we needed it, because i don't think he loves me. I don't even think it hurts his feelings that were not going to be together anymore. I dunno but its killing me.
We except the love, we think we deserve.
Well thursday we would have been together for one whole year. Thats a record for me, usually my longest relationship last ehh the longest is 2 months. I dunno like i feel like we shouldn't be over, because i know i still love him. Its just i'm not sure if its the same love i had before, or if he even loves me. Oh well i guess this is how it was suppose to work, right? I wish there was just some way to fix us, but sadly theres not.
This is probably the weirdest feeling i've ever had, and if i think about it so much, my stomach gets upset, im just not me. bleh. I didn't see this coming, like i seriously i know this sounds so stupid, but i just saw us together forever. I know that was so cheesy and stupid. We made the best couple, i dunno. I mean last night it was my choice to do the break thing, and i felt we needed it, because i don't think he loves me. I don't even think it hurts his feelings that were not going to be together anymore. I dunno but its killing me.
We except the love, we think we deserve.