(whispers) i love you. (whispers back) i love you too.
how do you even have the nerve to say what sheets i put on the bed??? ugh. i am in such a bad mood, and after yelling in the phone and a very obnoxious hang up(by me..) i decide that right here is where i belong. it has been exactly three months and 7 day since i have been "in a relationship".. life has been up and down. usually just down though.. i know i sound like some fag who is just complaining about there other.. and i'm sorry. i should be happy i have someone.. the truth is.. i like him a lot. when i'm sad he brings me flowers.. when i'm hungry he brings me food.. every impulse i have he remembers and does something to get me whatever it is i want.. he brought over his old fishtank from when he was a kid.. we bought fish together(our babies....) he smokes with me when i want to. he tries to watch the sob story love movies that i like. and most of all... he protects me. i dont know if i will ever tell him this... but he is everything that i could ever ask for in a guy.. i love him very much. but whyyyy am i so sad?? i know we fight a lot and dont agree ever.... but those things are kinda exciting to me. makes us original... damaging.. lol. but definetly original. i guess i just came here to feel better... do i?? egh.. kinda. i'm still sitting alone on a saturday night and i hate it. he's working...... ughhhh. i dont even know anymore. i'm just lame. today my world is.. "fag-ass-emo-shit"