and it was all yellow.
so... i was just getting ready. i mean REallly ready. strait hairr, make up(but not over kill like usually), black beater, jeans.. and then i thought to myslef.."the funny thing is, i'll be alone all night" that was about a half hour ago. and i realize its true. no phone calls. no manny. no monica. no brian. just me. sitting here. with my phone on silent in my pocket. and me watching t.v.... alone. it sucks too. i mean i cant even eat.. and i eat alll the time. even getting trashed by myslef doeesnt sound appealing.. well great, this is what expectations get me. nothing. &dagger