yeah....something like that x &hearts x
wow. i am home... what a crazy night, i cant even believe we were that busy and now tomorrow i must prepare for. then state fair on monday &hearts woohoo &hearts ... but yeah, omgee, the hottest guys came in tonight. it is sooo hard to find the right guy. maybe i'm too picky.. my appartment looks good right now...super clean. too clean? i have dinner sitting in front of me...but im very "egh" tonight. cant really eat much.. i saw manny at barnes and noble and in the mallt. i didnt say anything...he was around those people that i'm not good enough for. oh well, katie has those people too. its gravy though.. people here care to much. i care too much, thats for sure. nothing is on tv right now. i was hoping for a movie or a show..but nope. nothing. its pretty lonely here, i cant even believe its saturday. it wasnt always like this...but sometimes alone is good...right? i'm annoying i know it. super lame, annoying, dumb, weird, fat, unlovable, stupid. insecure, thats better. ughhh, why am i ALWAYS alone. and its always at night too. this sucks. ihavefriendsbutnonethatwanttobearoundme. &hearts ohwell. so yeah, this is what it comes down to. i decided that guys must not like how i look. right??? i mean, i dont even get a second glance. its because im big and fat and lame right?? haha, this is becoming one of those poor-me entries again. i'll stop now. so. yup. anyways. ...&hearts? lalalala, what to talk about. hmmm, work is going okay...money is very "egh.." katie seems to be doing fine with school and stuff. hmmm, well i guess there isnt much else to say. i &hearts you?