Jan 06, 2012 00:27
No matter what I do, I always come out short. I can't win. Its hard but its part of life, I'm used to it but I still have to rant every now and again just to keep myself from tearing up.
I'm so frustrated.
I thought I was having a good time in life, thought things would go my way. Then a friend turned out to be a jerk. Then another that I really like(this may become past tense soon....) has a lot of mood swings. I think I'm just being silly but it still hurts sometimes.
So much is happening that I don't like, but I'll have to deal with it at some point.
I was brought to tears today and I couldn't deal with it, so I just had to type something...anything..
but like always, Kevon saved me.
In his own silly way, he picked me up and made me smile.