Jun 25, 2011 04:17
Its been a while since I've been on.
A long while actually. Though part of the reason is because I tend to wait until I have some things to say. For example Miya has a new bond, though its a bit weaker than her others by far. His name is Rin. I can't say for sure how long he will be around but he is currently spending time studying the places Miya goes. He says that its much different from the places hes been. It makes me curious as to where he has been.
I've been doing a bit more myself lately. I've actually spent some time visiting Firo, and checking on Miya's closest friends just to put her mind at ease. I even stopped back home for a bit, though Miya really doesn't know a lot about that.
Not everything has gone so smoothly though. Incubus got out for the first time, it wasn't pretty. I never told Miya everything that happened, and I think its better that way. It scared her enough coming back to the front only to find her wrist bleeding. I really don't think she needs to know some of the other things. I feel bad that I couldn't protect her from all of that.
I enjoy being around her most of the time. I do like doing other things, but my reason for being here is to protect and help Miya. Chann and Kani agree, which is why we spend almost all of our time looking out for her. Like now for example, she could not sleep so I took over and did some cleaning for her. I ended up not doing a lot, but I did get it started. Hopefully that will give her some personal motivation.
I finally checked my yahoo emails today. I had emails unopened from at least a year ago, and some of them ended up depressing me. I saw an email from facebook saying that someone wanted to be my friend. It was a really old request from a girl that Miya and I used to know. I looked at her profile and was filled with disappointment. I know that people don't stay friends and that they had a huge fight, but the girl has just been uncivil about it at times. I wonder how people can be like that at times. It upsets me just a bit to be honest.
So this whole late night adventure has been fun, but I am starting to get sleepy. Miya has work tomorrow and I hope she has a good time. I'll probably be doing something with Chann or Firo around then. Then again I may have to keep Rin in check, he is a bit too free spirited sometimes.
Anyway, I'm sorry for wasting anyone's time I just wanted to get somethings off my chest. I enjoy this place, its one where I get to spend my free time expressing myself.