well that's resolved
over and done with that easy. ok I care a little
but how much does it suck that you're first time out actually letting your gaurd down and liking someone for the first time in 6 months and have it end like that? I don't even know how it ended. I just know that it really sucks. and shows me why I keep myself closed off from others. another lesson learned though. I guess that's all you can really do about it. I refuse to open myself up to him about it. I just don't care
but that's a lie. otherwise I wouldn't be crying right now and have no where to go