Cause there's beauty in the breakdown..
I just watched Garden State all the way through for the first time. I've never seen the end until now. It just ended and now Im crying like a little baby. I've been crying a lot lately about a few things. Some important, some not. I think I want someone to be here to talk with right now. Not on aim or xfire or anything, but in person. and I don't want to talk about depressing stuff. I want to talk about... things that make us happy. Things that make me happy are few and far between. Warm beds make me happy. Sleeping until 4 in the afternoon makes me happy. Walks in the middle of the night make me happy. Text messaging until one of the people fall asleep make me happy. Hugs make me happy. Annnd... thats all I can really think of. I miss having the attitude of "I don't fucking care, you suck, lets go play some video games bitches". I hate being morose. Mr. Joseph (jake) gave me homework. Homework on the weekends, can you believe it?? "Mommy, Mr. Joseph is a sucky teacher; I don't like him."