i will hold your people in my heart
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i am not going to write about bridget because she is an emotional roller coaster and she is an a$$hole who has put me through such hell i should really never talk to her again. too bad i went to the michael's and bought her a huge black and white print of this gorgeous yacht and gave some of the pix of us back to her. im in love with her, what can i do but be a self-degrading please love me moron? she has a yellowish bruise where i punched her. yay! she leaves sappy im sorry i love you messages on my cell phone after she kicks me out of her apartment in preference for her sioux chef. yay! she said she cried the other night over me. yayayayay!!! suffer, suffer, suffer, you mean, awful, alcoholic, beautiful lesbian. i love you.
moving on , i made $60 friday, 40 sat, 50 sun, 40 mon, and 20 tonite. yay for greasy bar food! whateva, if any of youse guys come into the royal fox and hound, i believe the only thing worth getting is this mind blowing hot chocolate fudge cake with ice cream. i have ordered every afternoon for the last 5 days. and i think ive lost weight. so thats fun.
i need to be in school. i hate free time. all i do is cry or eat. i cried to my m last night about widget and she was very nice to me, surprisingly. she even came in my room this morning and gave me a hug and i just cried all over her and all i could say is " im lonely . " widget worked 58 hours or something insane this week. 2 in the afternoon to 3 in the morning 6 days/ week somedays 11 am to 3 am. :(
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove
heather
i am not going to write about bridget because she is an emotional roller coaster and she is an a$$hole who has put me through such hell i should really never talk to her again. too bad i went to the michael's and bought her a huge black and white print of this gorgeous yacht and gave some of the pix of us back to her. im in love with her, what can i do but be a self-degrading please love me moron? she has a yellowish bruise where i punched her. yay! she leaves sappy im sorry i love you messages on my cell phone after she kicks me out of her apartment in preference for her sioux chef. yay! she said she cried the other night over me. yayayayay!!! suffer, suffer, suffer, you mean, awful, alcoholic, beautiful lesbian. i love you.
moving on , i made $60 friday, 40 sat, 50 sun, 40 mon, and 20 tonite. yay for greasy bar food! whateva, if any of youse guys come into the royal fox and hound, i believe the only thing worth getting is this mind blowing hot chocolate fudge cake with ice cream. i have ordered every afternoon for the last 5 days. and i think ive lost weight. so thats fun.
i need to be in school. i hate free time. all i do is cry or eat. i cried to my m last night about widget and she was very nice to me, surprisingly. she even came in my room this morning and gave me a hug and i just cried all over her and all i could say is " im lonely . " widget worked 58 hours or something insane this week. 2 in the afternoon to 3 in the morning 6 days/ week somedays 11 am to 3 am. :(
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove
heather