A Long Post From A Broken Heart

[xmegstersx]

So today is Academic Review day here on campus and many students much like myself have spent the better part of the day studying their brains out.... Well then again maybe some people have just take a good old fashioned Mental Health day, I wish I could

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[xmegstersx]

I really don't appreciate the comment about me bringing this all on myself because I really don't think that's true.
And I am living, or at least the best way I know how. Your way of life and your standard of living is so completely different from mine that it may seem like I don't live but I am doing the best I know how with the budget I have. Plus you and Simon crave adventure when I have free time I just want to relax and watch a good movie or read a good book, it may not be as exciting as your life is but it's what I love.
The crappy roommate is not about you and you know that. It's the whole cleaning situation and having to walk on egg shells around emily!
I am not changing myself I was merely referring to having to watch everything I say around emily because if I say something she thinks is stupid or dumb she shuts me off.
And I'll try to talk to you but sometimes when ever I just need someone to listen you say things like your bringing this on your self. I tend to be the kind of person that will eventually realize that I am doing something wrong I just need a friend to give me a hug and say it will be ok.
-Megan

[heelsoverhead4u]

I'm not talking about money. It will be okay, just try to not let it get to you so bad. I know you want to be here and there and with eric and whoever doing whatever... everyone would be somewhere else but college if they could. I didn't mean it so bluntly like its all your fault, I'm just saying, look up. Life isn't depressing!! If wanting to get married so bad is making you depressed, change your foucus for now. Like you always tell me lol we are in college to become what we want to be and become well rounded individuals. College isn't whats in your way, Its just whats happening right now and I know it sucks....it really sucks, but it doesn't have to be this sad and depressing monster. Is there something I can do to help it not be so bad?
I don't know about you, but I had a lot of fun last night. Those are some things I miss. Sitting around with girls and talking about anything under the sun and laughing like a bunch of idiots. It was nice.

It will be okay [hug].

[xmegstersx]

Yea I loved last night but emily makes times like that really hard and a lot of the time when I come up to the apartment she's around. I am trying really hard to get along with her but I hate having to watch what I say you know. But she is not the personality to make changes to get along with my personality.
I joined Gamma Sigmma Sigmma because I love volunteering and it will give me the opportunity to branch out and meet new people and that is my attempt at embrace college. It's the only thing I know to do.
Thanks
Megan