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A few nights ago Josh told me the worst news ever......
A few times in the morning and at night, I have been overcome by this really strong depression. Really deep, really dark.
I just vented to my mum about everything that has been bothering me, and once again, the whole, your not supposed to be workign while in school thigns has come back. I AM GOING TO WORK!! GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!
I really don't think I have the physical or mental capacity to do 5 classes this semester.
I'm freaking out again.
I am so fed up, so incredibly fed up.
I am going to go somewhere tomorrow, to set my head straight
Something has to change.
I'm freaking out.
A few times in the morning and at night, I have been overcome by this really strong depression. Really deep, really dark.
I just vented to my mum about everything that has been bothering me, and once again, the whole, your not supposed to be workign while in school thigns has come back. I AM GOING TO WORK!! GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!
I really don't think I have the physical or mental capacity to do 5 classes this semester.
I'm freaking out again.
I am so fed up, so incredibly fed up.
I am going to go somewhere tomorrow, to set my head straight
Something has to change.
I'm freaking out.