Oct 16, 2005 20:06
Man. These past few days have been hectic and crazy. With erhersals, work, school, and keeping my dates with Muriel. I'm just becoming so exhausted and its like.. I can't get a break.
Rehersals are going over great. The scenes I have with El come so easily. Jay and I did a part of our scene today. There wasn't as much tension as I thought there would be. Our fight scene was a little to realistic for me though. I think he's still a little bitter about the Tucket ordeal. I just wanna make amends. Deal Jay?
Sooo..
I had this huge update planned, and I cant remember what I was going to say. I cant stop thinking about Ellie. She's everything I ever need. It scares me that I was so reckless with her heart. I'm a fool just trying to fix things.