Romeo..
You are looking at Degrassi's Romeo. How awesome is this? Ellie and I are real life lovers, playing lovers. It couldn't be anymore passionate than that. Not to mention I asked Todd to do so as a favor, so I could work on getting Ellie back. I owe him one.
Kip is my bestfriend, and to be honest, he is kinda cool. During our audition, I kept making faces at him. Ya know, to see if he could cut it as being my best friend. Even if it is on stage. I kinda felt bad cuz he messed up a few times, but it was my fault. But he got his role, nonetheless.
Soo.. Yeah. Since Paige's parent's are coming back home, I think I'm gonna move out. It'll feel so weird staying at an ex-girlfriend's place when her parent's want us to get back together. The pressure would be too much. Not to mention Ellie doesn't like the idea. I've gotta do whatever makes her happy and at ease, cuz I need her in my life, ya know? I'm kinda scared to talk to my parents about comin back home. I don't think they'll keep their military school threat, as long as I really try and change. Wish me luck on that one.
I'm still going to see Muriel when I leave Paige's though. So far, she's really opened my eyes about how I've been lately. I really see how destructive I've been to everyone. Not only Ellie, but Manny, Kat, Todd, Heather, Jay... Darcy. Everyone. I wanna mend things, and I think I'm on the right foot.
I went over to Manny's last night. I think Alex was passed out, but I went and seen Kat. She is so gorgeous. Now I finally understand why she was so mad at me. It was like.. How could I walk away from something so perfect, so precious. The thing is, I didn't want to walk away, but I felt like it was best. I didn't want Kat to grow up and find out her dad was a drunk and an addict. I didn't want to upset Manny more by making promises I didn't know I could keep. I guess, I thought it was easier to make her furious this once, instead of breaking up her happiness by my false promises. I don't know. But I do know for sure.. I am ready!. I want to help shape and mold that little girl into a person, that.. I haven't been.
I'm still working on making things alright with Ellie. Its getting there, slowly, but.. I do believe I can fix the fuck ups. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Kip is my bestfriend, and to be honest, he is kinda cool. During our audition, I kept making faces at him. Ya know, to see if he could cut it as being my best friend. Even if it is on stage. I kinda felt bad cuz he messed up a few times, but it was my fault. But he got his role, nonetheless.
Soo.. Yeah. Since Paige's parent's are coming back home, I think I'm gonna move out. It'll feel so weird staying at an ex-girlfriend's place when her parent's want us to get back together. The pressure would be too much. Not to mention Ellie doesn't like the idea. I've gotta do whatever makes her happy and at ease, cuz I need her in my life, ya know? I'm kinda scared to talk to my parents about comin back home. I don't think they'll keep their military school threat, as long as I really try and change. Wish me luck on that one.
I'm still going to see Muriel when I leave Paige's though. So far, she's really opened my eyes about how I've been lately. I really see how destructive I've been to everyone. Not only Ellie, but Manny, Kat, Todd, Heather, Jay... Darcy. Everyone. I wanna mend things, and I think I'm on the right foot.
I went over to Manny's last night. I think Alex was passed out, but I went and seen Kat. She is so gorgeous. Now I finally understand why she was so mad at me. It was like.. How could I walk away from something so perfect, so precious. The thing is, I didn't want to walk away, but I felt like it was best. I didn't want Kat to grow up and find out her dad was a drunk and an addict. I didn't want to upset Manny more by making promises I didn't know I could keep. I guess, I thought it was easier to make her furious this once, instead of breaking up her happiness by my false promises. I don't know. But I do know for sure.. I am ready!. I want to help shape and mold that little girl into a person, that.. I haven't been.
I'm still working on making things alright with Ellie. Its getting there, slowly, but.. I do believe I can fix the fuck ups. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.