Don't let me get away...

[xmandapantsx]

I had another dream of losing teeth last night... we both know what that means. This was hard enough to go through 6 months ago. Don't put me through it again. You don't really want me to suffer, I know you're so much better than that. I don't know if you even read this thing anymore. I don't know if you even care anymore. I do know that it's been really hard lately and I know that you're sick of it. It's never been easy, we both know that. I'm not even sure how to get through to you now, because you won't even speak to me. Didn't we decide that we could get through anything together? Didn't you say that it was you and me, forever, no matter what? You said I was the most important person in your life. What changed? You can't just turn off being in love with someone like a switch. Did you find someone else, someone better? I hope not. I'm a mess. I need you. And I know it's my fault that we're even here at all. I've been a terrible girlfriend. I know that I'm far from perfect. I'm not asking for a "second chance," because I know I've already exhausted all of my "second chances." I'm just asking for you to do the right thing and please forgive me so we can be together and be happy again. I'm not going to let you get rid of me that easily. Don't you miss me at all?

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"Don't try to tell me that it's over
I can't hear a word I can't hear a line
No girl could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside.
You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my lovin' arms
And no matter how you hurt me, I will love you till I die.
I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire."