I always remember I hate drinking after it's too late

[xmajkutdiesx]

Too afraid of failing to even try
I let myself waste another night.
I can't change how time passes by,
if I could I'd make it alright.
I wouldn't be staying up for endless nights
thinking of how you and I might
be situated in a way that everything is right
and as my heart takes flight,
let it soar in fantasy,
because no way in reality
could I ever be this happy...
You would never let me.

Last night was crazy. Met some of the Shorty's team. hahahahahawhahaha. so weak...

Still can't shake how I feel...

and that's it.

-Kut