Feb 22, 2005 16:39
ahhh 112 days till the first day of summer...so I decided that im tired of feelin bad for myself because im not as skinny as I want to be and look at skinny grls and like wanna cry....so I put in my excercisin tape and put on my excercisin clothes and excercised for about 30 min. and I have to do this for 30 days...and guess what....im guna do it im giving myself no other choice I want to be a size 5 which is only 4 sizes smaller then what I am now but that'll take a while well more then 112 days but im happy if I loose like 20 lbs...I want my ass to dissappear if it wasnt so big my thighs wudnt be so big and if I just grew a few more inches instead of bein 5'2 yeah well u get the pic. only thing is im prob not guna grow any time soon so my only hope is shove carrots in my mouth when I get hungry and excerise everyday for 30 min....hopefully that'll work ...if neone has any techniques that work really well do tell im in desperate need<333....neway off to the shower...im all sweaty and ickyy ewww lol xO