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did a lot of "planning" tonite...looked at prices for apartments in Cali...all over the southern coast and mid state. just getting an idea on prices and found this really really nice townhouse in visalia! and its only like 850 for rent! but im not getting my hopes up too high cuz the rate of prices now...ill probably be spending like a thousand a month! oh well! im going to Cali tho. no doubt! thats where i think i need to start over and just clear the slate for good. 2 years, 1 month, 2 days! im out 2 weeks or so after graduation! only taking a couple things with me and im out to Cali. theres only going to be a couple(a very select couple) of things i will be missing to leave behind. but what can you do. im going to be across the fuckin state where i can sit down by myself and make my OWN life for GOOD!
cant fuckin wait...thats my plans for the future. im going out with ashley so far and if i got a man out there im going with him if he wants to go...if not then im out still...theres nothing stoppin me. no more fuckin bullshit problems here in CT...no more New England! out to the west coast!
ashleys here now...we cant sleep...too much things running through our minds. listening to music chylln and thinkin real real hard. about everything...boys, lies, life, REALITY, drama, bullshit, and just straight up thinkin about where we could be in 2 years. well im out...gonna go eat mayb...peace