Buried deep down somewhere inside me there is a hopeless romatic...
...every once in awhile she shows her face and I want to punch her in it. She isn't buried deep enough.
So Sabrina posted something from Pintrest that is a picture of Disney engagement rings, even I think these rings are pretty. And I think most rings are gaudy ugly things. Not 5 seconds later I see his name on one of my other friend's posts for having liked it. Fuck Universe live my heart be I can't deal with this heart ache anymore. It is bad enough I keep dreaming about him. *sighs* Also doesn't help I keep having wedding dreams about him. I had one where I picked him over Alan Rickman. Rickman preformed the ceremony and Sandra Bullock was the Best Man, they were wearing matching crush velvet jump suits with long matching coats. And I am thinking about him a lot again and I just miss him. Lord help me. What is this? Why is this? Fuck this.
I still love him.