I give up
If my life doesn't get better in two years I'm not going to keep on living. I'm waisting air and energy, and as I get older it will only get worst. I was unemployed from January until August of last year. I got a crappy job that only paid minimum wage. Now, aged 31 I'm out of work again. My boyfriend doesn't want to move out with me, he's also unemployed aswell. When I was younger I wanted to have a place of my own, a family and a nice job. All my dreams are turning into smoke. I don't want to be a bitter middle aged woman that only complains about what life should have been, so I'm going to go when I'm still relatively young. So that I won't become that person.