Finding You Chapter 1
Title: Finding You
Chapters: 1/?
Pairing: EunHae
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, only the weird plot.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: My first attempt at writing. So please forgive me for any suckage
Summary: It started with a dream, then a silent wish, and the next thing I knew I found my soulmate.
In my dream we meet on spinning horses going round and round. You’re a few horses in front of me, and I only ever see the side of your face when you turn your head to look out at the scenery. I know your name it’s on the tip of my tongue but I can never voice it out. I want to call to you, I want to reach you, I want to hold you. But I can’t, something is holding me to the horse not letting me speak or even move, all I can do is stare at you. It’s depressing, and every time we spin round my heart aches a little more knowing I will never get to you, and I feels as if you’re getting further away from me. After spinning round and round for what seems like the millionth time I finally accept that just maybe I will never get to see your face, or touch your skin, or kiss your lips. I know it’s wrong, I don’t even know you and my mind says to let it go, but my heart screams at me that I love you, that I need you, that I will die without you. Eventually I side with my mind, assuming it is the smarter of the two, and my heart feels as if I’ve betrayed it in the most heinous way. But I ignore the crushing pain in my chest and finally take my eyes off you to look at the sky. It’s not nearly as beautiful as you, but it’s a close second. The sky is dark, the stars are shinning with such intensity that I think it almost out shines the lights on the marry-go-round.
The moon is a perfect circle, white, round, and luminescent. It’s almost perfect; the only thing it’s missing is your hand in mine. I decide that even if I can’t have you I wouldn’t mind spending eternity with you on this ride. I’m pulled from my reverie when I feel a hand on my arm, a tingle ling, burning sensation that holds unspeakable pleasure from mere skin on skin contact. I turn to see who on earth could be touching me only to be shocked to see you standing there; you who have plagued my thoughts, you who have stolen my heart unknowingly. You’re just standing there with your dark chocolate eyes bearing into my soul, trapping me in their abyss. My mind is completely blank; I can’t breathe let alone form a sentence, you’re waiting for me to talk but I just can’t. As if reading my mind you smile, and I stop breathing; you giggle, and my heart stops. You open your mouth to speak, I know your speaking, I can see your mouth moving up and down I can see your tongue every once in a while, but I’m don’t hear a sound. I’m too absorbed in the way your tongue rests in the corner of your mouth, or the way you bite your bottom lip, god I want to bite that lip and taste that tongue, or the way you’re frowning. Wait, why are you frowning?
“Are you listening to me?” Is the first thing I hear you say, you voice is so amazing.
“Aish” Smack. Did you just hit my head?
“Pay attention to me” you yell.
“I..I am” Oh god did I just stutter. Internal face palm.
“No you’re not, you where just staring at my lips”
“No I wasn’t”
“Yes you where, and don’t argue with me I’m always right”
“Whatever, if you’re always right then I’m a monkey”
“You are a monkey” you deadpan “but we don’t have time for this”
“What are you talking about?”
“You…you want to find me in real life… don’t you?” the last part was a whisper, and you have a hurt look on your face. I feel like an ass for making you look that way.
“Of course I do, even if it takes the rest of my life I want to find you” And I’m being completely honest.
Your face lights up and your eyes sparkle with an innocence you only see in children, but there it is in your eyes and my heart beats so fast and loud I’m sure you hear it to.
“Good. My name is Dong…” BEEP…BEEP…BEEP
I’m jolted awake by my alarm clock. “Damn machine” I yell as I throw my alarm across the room. He was going to tell me his name but that stupid machine interrupted us. Maybe if I go back to sleep I’ll learn his name, and I’m about to go back to sleep when my door is slammed open.
“Hyukjae are you alright I heard you scream then there was this loud noise.” My roommate Sungmin asks.
“Yeah Min I’m fine it’s that damn alarm clock it ruined my dream” I pout.
“Sorry about your dream Hyukie” Sungmin giggles “But you need to get up” He says as he makes his way out of my room. “Oh and hurry up and get dressed, I made Breakfast” I hear him say before he shuts the door.
As I get out of bed to go get ready I can’t help but think about the boy with the innocent eyes, captivating smile, and Childish antics. In fact I get so lost in my thoughts I don’t even realized I’ve showed, dressed, and am sitting at the table until Sungmin slaps me in the back of the head.
“What’s wrong with you? I’ve been trying to get your attention for like 5 minutes” He asks.
“What? Oh…sorry Min I was just thinking about a dream I had”
“It must have been some dream to keep you from touching your strawberry milk” Sungmin laughs.
“Yeah” It was the most amazing dream I’ve ever had.
Sungmin laughs again and then says “Well I better get going I’ve got to go meet Kyu at the Library. He gets weird when I’m late, glaring at people and stuff” he smiles. “Bye Hyuk”
“Bye Min” It takes the slamming of the front door to really pull me from my thoughts “Crap, I’m going to be late”
I down my strawberry milk grab my bag and keys, lock the door and run to University. “If I’m late again Leetuek is going to kill me.” I scream not caring about the weird looks I’m getting.
I make it to class in time, and thank god because I’m pretty sure Leetuek would have grounded me or something. When the class starts I once again get lost in my thoughts of that dream. Your last sentence haunting me, why didn’t I get to hear your full name? “Good. My name is Dong…” Dong…what, what could your name be?
Before I know it the bell rings, and it’s the start of a new class. And somehow I’ve spent the entire day thinking of you. The boy who doesn’t exists, but who has completely captured my heart.
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This was my first attempt at writing so if it’s terrible I’m super sorry you wasted your time reading. Thanks for reading, and comments would be lovely :)