i try so hard..

[xlovelessveinsx]

what am i doing wrong?
i am so sick of posting sad entries in here.
but its seems like i am in a rut, i cant
get out of. i am so miserable. its horrible.
it seems as if God is punishing me... by making
everything go wrong. i have spent so much time
in the hospital the past two weeks.
myself, michael and my grandpa.
i am fucking miserable.
i hope you all are happy. :[

.Sarah