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holy crap.
it's been how long since i've updated?..how long since i've even signed on to livejournal.
thanks to myspace this fad has died a little for me.....i mean, who has time to write in a journal anyways? certainly not someone who is looking for their own house, who works over 40 hours a week, who shares a bed with a hard working man, who is ( Read more... )
it's been how long since i've updated?..how long since i've even signed on to livejournal.
thanks to myspace this fad has died a little for me.....i mean, who has time to write in a journal anyways? certainly not someone who is looking for their own house, who works over 40 hours a week, who shares a bed with a hard working man, who is ( Read more... )
How is life as a married woman? How is work? What exciting things have you been up to?
Though I have a full time job I don't feel like I've grown up/left college. Granted I work from 8 - 5ish every day with an hour and a half commute tacked on each way, but I still go out sometimes during the week. Lately the weekend festivities have kept me out until 6-7am. I'm getting fatter, because all I do is sit at work, eat, sleep, and drink. And while I complain about it, I don't care enough to actually do a whole lot about it because I'm having fun. Soon I'm going to join a musical theatre club a friend is starting so I will be dancing again, I miss being active.
I kissed Kevin one night when I was home for Thanksgiving. I feel bad about it, because I was drunk and it shouldn't have happened, but even more so because I haven't responded to a text/IM/anything since. I thought I needed to distance myself so it wouldn't be taken the wrong way. That's dumb. I hate it when guys do that to me, I don't know why I thought it was the right way to handle it.
I called TY wasted one night and told him that I loved him. I didn't take it back when he called me the next day either, because I meant it. We are constantly going in circles with each other, but strangely I'm okay with it. There's an odd sort of calm in how I feel about our relationship since he came to visit me a few weeks ago.
Juno is the best movie I've seen in a long time. I'm obsessed with it, and I wish I had the dry wit/humor that Juno has. And the music in that movie is phenominal. I recommend it, if you haven't seen it.
Kristen talks about bringing her bike down for when it gets nicer here. How she thinks it would be fun to bike around the park near our apartment and to just bike the streets of Brooklyn. Any time I see someone one on a bike or think about getting one, I think of him getting hit by a truck and dying on the road. And while I know that I was not as close to him as others by any means, I feel emptier knowing he's gone.
I see the Statue of Liberty every morning on my way to work. Every morning, the site takes my breath away. I hope I never get to the point where I don't enjoy looking up and noticing the Empire State Building or Times Square. I don't see living here ever getting old.
Thank you for posting that, and allowing me to respond. That felt good.
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