amaranth
the past few days have been nothing short of spectacular. life is what you make of it and while depressing solemn moments are unavoidable i find that everything seems to balance itself in the end. you have to take the rain with the storms but ive always liked sunny showers they always show me how light will always shine through making the perfect prism. its always splendid to find something youve been searching for this year i find myself more adept in sensing myself i feel i have grown so much as well as you. change is necessary. monotony avoidable. ive looked out my window and seen the perfect dusk. it makes me wonder what everything use to be like. of course the past always leads to the future. ive narrowed it down to travel and influence. what else could i ask for (except her). feel the joy in their smiles the delight in their eyes. the gratitude of their tears. and what would the jutting mountains say to my coming. their silver peaks draped in green velvet. the site seems so gorgeous in my mind. if only i could hold on to it. if only i could keep it forever. if only it were mine. but i understand that what i ask is selfish and that its for everyone who searches for it. but for some this is fleeting. i have found what ive looking for. understandment is understatement. this is locka and key. youre twisting it in but im not quite open. maybe your scared of what youll find. or maybe im scared to show whats inside. i have to go.