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The end...Sounds so0o0o0 intimidating eh? Well that's what today is. The end of drama for me...the end of me fighting for what I belive in. The end of trying to be there and make people relize somthing that they cant relize with just words, they need to witness it first hand. I'm not going to lie. I've started a whole lot of shit. But the reason behind all the shit is what really counts, and thats what some people dont see. The point of this is...I'm at a perfect position right now. Me and brandon talked about alot this morning when we went out for breakfast. We both had a smile on our face 80 percent of the time. He seems happy So i'm gunna let him be happy, and i'm gunna be there for him. He is one of my best friends...Even tho ive said i'm not..HE KNOWS i dont mean that. And the people that are going to try to make him think im the bad guy...go right ahead..we know eachother well enough that it doesent matter what you say. He know's theres a method to my madness 90 percent of the time. Besides that....I'm cool with everyone else too. Me and kortnie are really good friends..She put a smile on my face so much yesterday..i love this girl to death..so glad where friends kort. Heather too..she's so cute and always helps me out with my love life <3. Aprile and I started talking...seems like a really cool girl...wish we would have hung out a long time ago. Brittany as always is neutral and doesent care about all the fighting and shit..so she's always there to talk to. And amanda..things will get better i promise, I dont know when and dont know how...but i have a feeling they will.Im just glad i have all of you as friends..esp brandon now. And for the record caitln, i'm not going to get you fired. If you want to play games at work, ill definetly play and i garentee Ill win..But if you want to get along at least at work, Ill do that. Well i guess this is it. I'm done with the bullshit now...Just remeber what i said ok...you and I both know I'm right.