MY LJ...whoa!

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i guess i enjoy having all-you-need-for-lj on one page. kinda ruins my livejournal checking and updating routine but i won't complain, i can certainly adjust.
i...do not have school on this beautiful autumn day. the weather here has been nearly perfect. some days are chilly enough for a scarf then other days too warm for a jacket all on the backdrop of half colored, half bare, breeze-blown trees.
thanks to rebekah, tegan&sara are the new loves of my life.
they mimic my thoughts and situations with their beautiful raw voices.

..i am currently fighting many urges
1. to start hacking at my hair with scissors and dye it bright red
2. to pick at the zits which have recently exploded all in the same region.
3. to make out with someone..anyone
4. to call him
5. to get my hopes up
6. to spend all the money that i don't have...

i think i will do what everyone else does in regards to issues with me..."blame your artistic personality"...apparently that's broad enough to blame a hell-hole of things on.
i need to embrace the benenfits of sleep..because 3 hours is simply not enough!!!
i have a long weekend staring me in the face and no plans for it.
how odd.
i'm still waiting for something
something
something
something to happen
& i am close to concluding that if nothing happens i will make something happen.
let's just hope its a good something this time around.

wow..i am way too bored, i've gotta go do something