Oct 25, 2005 21:44
i surprised my cousin for her birthday by flying to see her florida
i had the best time of my life and i miss her like crazy
i don't like going through withdrawal from everytime i am with you.
we are so one that it is unreal and you know exactly what i mean.
its love ♥
i really don't know what else to say. i am starting to believe that i am not wholly sane. it would not be the first time. i am starting to believe that me and long term relationships won't be friends til i am too old to even look at again. being a heartbreaker would be easier. i wish i was mean enough to do that.
i am in a state of missing..
missing rebekah ann
missing love
missing happiness
missing peace (haha the missing peace..er nvm)
missing myself
tweedle dee tweedle dum we mosie along with a smile cause we are too delirious in a world so precocious for trouble and toils. but smiling does not mean your happy...just waiting.
at least i have my happy comfort hat
(: