heaven is just as i imagined
youve gotten your wish im dead...dead to you and time cant ever be turned back for me...even the attempts on your part worsened the situation...IT WAS NEVER ABOUT YOU!! tell your dad hello and i hope everything turns out ok....u know they say your pain is taken away the moment u die and i hope it is true because this bullet is in the gun and not my head good bye to you....on the other hand this is gonna get ugly im happy and healthy and capable of love and every moment it has to go with it...im gonna tell you something that no one can say YOU ARE NOT AN ANGEL...YOU ARE MORE LIKE A CON-ARTIST..THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY ABOUT YOU AND TO YOU I KNOW YOU DONT TAKE TO HEART AND YOU SHOULDNT YOU HONESTLY SHOULDNT LOVE THE PERSON YOU ARE YOU SHOULD HATE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO THE POINT THAT MAYBE YOU WILL CHANGE INTO A PERSON WITH FEELLINGS AND UNDERSTANDING