how can you love when you dont love yourself?
i feel sick, my head is spinning i cant stop crying...is this because of you or is it another disease....i want you to hold me, when youre here you feel far away....nothing makes me happy i wander around the shops but the remembrance of you is here i need to find a new place to call home i need to find a new place to call my own.....everyone attacks and its not fair i want to smile but every mirror is showing me the truth and im turning into the person that should never have happened..careful now hold a blade (pray to god you have the balls to press down) its me against the world and i think i can win but the world is fighting back and i feel so alone, so insecure i blame everyone making sure they can hear what i have to say! Going 2 steps forward and 4 steps back dont drag me down