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I
am
home.
I've slept in my bed. I've showered in my bathroom. I've fed my dogs. I've hugged my brother, and yelled at my mother. I've called my dad from a mall. I've tried on dresses and jeans, and i've eaten in'n'out. I've driven through irvine, and slept at Shelly's. I've hung out with Eyal on my sidewalk. I've remeniced about camp with my friends, and I've shown the many DD '04 pics with Mark Summers to all my friends. I've bowled, and tackled, and napped and volunteered. Remind you, I only got home on Sunday...
These past four days have been interesting. I'm so hormonal, it's sickening. I've had the biggest grin plastered on my face (oh, friends and, well, friend) as well as some gargantuous tears streak my cheeks (thanks mom). Yup, that's right, mom. Apparently her surgery went well. She was really outpatient, and didn't have to sleep in the hospital. Yet, she's most definitly become more aggravating. Lots of yelling on Rancho Culebra, and it's all from one house...mine. Arguing leads to nowhere. Yet, apparently nowhere seems to be the most popular destination. Is it really that difficult to just simply live in harmony? I guess I don't understand all too well. Maybe I'm just used to living life to the fullest and not giving too much of a shit on the little things so much as to caring more about the bigger picture. Well, too bad I'm told I can't prioritize myself. I'm not a "big girl" yet.
FUCK THAT! I'd love to prioritize my life now-but that'd be boring to everyone, myself included. All i know is that school is quickly approaching-and i have no idea whether i go to school this year. At least I'm prepared to start...otherwise I'd be absurdly fucked. Oh, and it's still summer, i presume? Because I've been told i need to STAY HOME because why should I go out with my friends? I need to rest apparently. God, my mom is such lame ass. She's an amazing mother, and I love her very much...but she seriously sucks at confrontation and that leads to stupid decisions on her part and causes me to lose respect of her authority over me.
Well, whatever. I got to go to Ali's bday party. SO MUCH FUN! I've missed my friends. A lot. Kels might be at SDHS and Stef might be at GHS, and that bums me out. I love them too much to not see 'em at school. It'd be so awkward. BLech. Dannie drove, and that was fun. Too bad it's impossible for us to go TOWARDS La Canada. I also went to a beach party, hung out with all my friends, and played dress up at Nordstroms and TIffany's with Er. Oh, right...one more thing...
I got to cuddle. With a boy. Who shares a name with a cute power ranger. Oh, right...he's cuter :)
Yay jason. :)