Aug 19, 2004 09:52
My mom's having surgery today.
I'm so fucking scared.
Last time she had surgery, she was supposed to be in outpatient.
Guess how long it took for her to get outta the hell hole?
Yup, almost a week.
Oh, right, and this is her 3rd surgery...
this year.
I'm nervous about her surgery, how it'll go, and how long the recovery
process will take. Coming home in a few days is very bittersweet. This
session was really really good for me and saying goodbye to camp for a
matter of months. I'm excited about a get together happening the day
after i get home. Hopefully it won't be awkward like the carnival
before i went to camp. I miss my friends so much, yet...I'm not sure
who still actually gives a care about me truly. It's odd...freaking
school. At least everything at camp is fine and dandy. I need a banquet
costume (think baseball) and my girls are amazing. Karin's bday is
friday :) as is my final shabbat. Oy, this is a random lj entry.
By the way, I spoke to Goldstein last night. My square root. I miss her and the CITs. Haleluyah....
Eyal's coming out to Malibu to visit me tonight. I'm so excited. I'm
gonna show him a good ol' campy malibu time. Yay for night out. Call me
:)
Fuck lines for the computer. I hate this. Argh. My head hurts. I miss my mom. Fuck emotions.