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There is eventually a point in everyones life where they just absolutely lose it and their head explodes. They must then go through the frustration of piecing it all back together. Once this is complete they must then reconfigure their thought process and outlook on life.
A the moment I can't decide if I'm in the state of explosion or if this is just the pressure becoming overwhelming. It is so frustrating for me to even consider turning into a less positive and friendly individual but after being fucked so many times over for being a 'good person,' i can't not help but feel that I need to start being more aggressive and shitty to people and not be so afraid of the outcome. I have put myself out as too much of a passive individual. This is going to soon change.
I dropped out of school.
If I don't update this for the rest of the summer here are my plans:
-Denver first week of July.
-Antilles west cost tour 2nd week of july
-finish all tattoo projects that were started
-go camping in michigan with eric and record noise album
-have my art as the cover of a 7''
-see tom waits
-see silver mt zion
-ride my bike to cleveland with patrick
-go to Canada
-stop going out to eat
-only by essential foods
-stop buying clothes
-cancel gas (save money)
-only drive somewhere that would take me more than an hour or two to bike.
-get a second job
-stop paying for as many things as possible
-save lots of money!!!
-pay off credit card
-start a zine
-work on more art
-write more
-read more
-create giant robots to take over the town.
-hang out with people more.
-rebuild my bicycle (turn into a fixed gear and buy new rims.)
-pierce TONS of people!!:)
-start waking up at 8am.
After I move to Denver and get settled in I will start going to school again. . .
. . . when am I moving to Denver? who knows. . . maybe like 3 years? That way I can save a ton of money so when I move out there with no job I'll be able to have a buffer time if I can't find a steady pay check right off the bat.
I am also going to probably move to the Collingwood Art Center in November. That should be interesting.
CHRISTOPHER S.-- you should too. $100 - $200 a month. No utilities. You pay $10 more for high speed internet and $7 more for cable. Public bathrooms. Kitchen in the basement. And it's a really really old, huge crazy building that is hailed as one of the most haunted in Ohio!
I know we shouldn't be roommates but it'd be pretty rad to have separate rooms so we could chill but have our own separate spaces so we don't kill each other. hah!
A the moment I can't decide if I'm in the state of explosion or if this is just the pressure becoming overwhelming. It is so frustrating for me to even consider turning into a less positive and friendly individual but after being fucked so many times over for being a 'good person,' i can't not help but feel that I need to start being more aggressive and shitty to people and not be so afraid of the outcome. I have put myself out as too much of a passive individual. This is going to soon change.
I dropped out of school.
If I don't update this for the rest of the summer here are my plans:
-Denver first week of July.
-Antilles west cost tour 2nd week of july
-finish all tattoo projects that were started
-go camping in michigan with eric and record noise album
-have my art as the cover of a 7''
-see tom waits
-see silver mt zion
-ride my bike to cleveland with patrick
-go to Canada
-stop going out to eat
-only by essential foods
-stop buying clothes
-cancel gas (save money)
-only drive somewhere that would take me more than an hour or two to bike.
-get a second job
-stop paying for as many things as possible
-save lots of money!!!
-pay off credit card
-start a zine
-work on more art
-write more
-read more
-create giant robots to take over the town.
-hang out with people more.
-rebuild my bicycle (turn into a fixed gear and buy new rims.)
-pierce TONS of people!!:)
-start waking up at 8am.
After I move to Denver and get settled in I will start going to school again. . .
. . . when am I moving to Denver? who knows. . . maybe like 3 years? That way I can save a ton of money so when I move out there with no job I'll be able to have a buffer time if I can't find a steady pay check right off the bat.
I am also going to probably move to the Collingwood Art Center in November. That should be interesting.
CHRISTOPHER S.-- you should too. $100 - $200 a month. No utilities. You pay $10 more for high speed internet and $7 more for cable. Public bathrooms. Kitchen in the basement. And it's a really really old, huge crazy building that is hailed as one of the most haunted in Ohio!
I know we shouldn't be roommates but it'd be pretty rad to have separate rooms so we could chill but have our own separate spaces so we don't kill each other. hah!