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Mar 06, 2005 17:39

hey i dont know if any1 will read this but oh well... i have no other way to really release my feelings... alyson wont even talk to me on the phone or the net let alone come see me... and i dont see or talk to robin either... so basically i have been doing drugs... trying to escape the pain... but i think it only caused more... to be blunt... im ( Read more... )

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_embellished_ March 7 2005, 02:01:14 UTC

Look, everyone goes through really tough shit sometimes...and I'm extremely sorry that you are going through it now...and feel so strongly about your own death (I seriously hope you don't plan on killing yourself because that would be a travisty). Brandon, by doing drugs the only person that you are really letting down is yourself(you've probably heard that 13907243798437 times). I mean, I'm sure there are different outlets for your anger other than self mutilation. I probably don't have any business saying this, but I will anyways- What if Alyson just does not have any feelings for you anymore, whatsoever? If she doesn't you just have to accept it. Life will go on and the world won't end. And just because you aren't talking to Robin does not mean you two are not friends anymore. Just calm down. Hell, I have a friend that I don't talk to for months and we're still extremely close ( ... )

its something unpredictable but in the end its right, i hope you had the time of your life. anonymous March 7 2005, 02:46:44 UTC

"bye every1" - lol, way to sound suicidal! newho- its okay to do pot or weed or whatever, just dont start doing like heroine or nething serious. and im sorry you feel so horribly. Life is too short to be depressed. you really dont seem like your depressed at school btw tho. Newho, I hope you feel better and girls suck!! We can have a "the opposite sex sucks" party if you want. no drugs tho. maybe pot. but nothing else. well HAVE A GREAT DAY... ill see you tomorrow.

DONT BE SAD! BE HAPPY!

oh- Heart sheena.

xkissingafoolx March 7 2005, 02:56:34 UTC

don't be upset brandon, you didn't really let me down, i knew you had to work, sweetie if you're lonely just give me a call k? you know the number? do you remember the times we used to have??? come now you know you liked it...

xlook2theskyx March 7 2005, 05:05:34 UTC

Brandon, we love you. We're always here for you, and nothing would make us more happy than to see YOU happy. <3 I know it is to be lonely, hello i'm gay all i get is sex and no love. lol. anyways, love ya kid.

YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!!!
duh, andrew.

sleepy_kiwi March 7 2005, 21:43:43 UTC

... i'm sorry you're feeling bad. maybe escaping the pain isn't the best way to go around it. maybe directly fixing it would be best. to be cliché, i'm always here when you need to talk, you know that.