Mar 06, 2005 17:39
hey i dont know if any1 will read this but oh well... i have no other way to really release my feelings... alyson wont even talk to me on the phone or the net let alone come see me... and i dont see or talk to robin either... so basically i have been doing drugs... trying to escape the pain... but i think it only caused more... to be blunt... im miserable... and i refuse to kill myself but wish i would just die already... oh and megan if u read this... i wanted to come to ur party... but i had to work... i really did want to come though... just another person i let down... bye every1