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i am not tired. i am not tired. (god, i'm exhausted)
who needs to sleep? i just need to dream. a lot has been happening/ my days feel like weeks/ (it is because i am weak).
i was content and happy for a while. or maybe it was just the skin that i wanted to believe so desperately that i started to fool myself. i am sorry i am such a burden all the time. i feel more alone now and i will feel worse tonight. because are you lying awake? i am lying awake. i am lying awake.
the blankets wrap around my body like a cacoon. i can't wait until i shed this figure to become something beautiful. but it feels too late, it feels like it will never come. close the window because it is too cold and the outside is too loud with life and movement and the future, the future that is so terrifying. but with it closed, the room feels dry with such a lonesome heat, i can't bear it.
lay your head on the concrete, dear. the sky is shattering for you.
who needs to sleep? i just need to dream. a lot has been happening/ my days feel like weeks/ (it is because i am weak).
i was content and happy for a while. or maybe it was just the skin that i wanted to believe so desperately that i started to fool myself. i am sorry i am such a burden all the time. i feel more alone now and i will feel worse tonight. because are you lying awake? i am lying awake. i am lying awake.
the blankets wrap around my body like a cacoon. i can't wait until i shed this figure to become something beautiful. but it feels too late, it feels like it will never come. close the window because it is too cold and the outside is too loud with life and movement and the future, the future that is so terrifying. but with it closed, the room feels dry with such a lonesome heat, i can't bear it.
lay your head on the concrete, dear. the sky is shattering for you.