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he left last night. blower. his friend joe was there all day with him so i just hung out with his stepmom and little sister. we talked about how boys are stupid. especially him for leaving me. apparently he used to talk about how much he hated it there. so why move back? i dont get it. oh well. we said good bye like it was nothing. i mean yea i wont see him for a week and thats not that big a deal...but i saw him everyday for 6 months. it sucks when what ur used to is pulled away from u. i hope things work out. if u have any suggestions to what could make it easier help a sista out! we're not used to talkin on the phone. and im not used to not seeing him every day. he kissed me fucked my hair up said i love you and ill call u when i get there (which he didnt by the way, i finally called him to say goodnight around 11 since i had to work today). i got in my car and started cryin as i was drivin out. i keep on gettin teary eyed. but im doin the best i can to think positive thoughts about this and not cry. so yea. anything to keep me out. laurie, kelsey, jill, any other one of u girls...lets go out to dinner or something one night this week. hopefully ill see my lover this weekend. but who knows. weds i have to be at work at like 6:30 AM cause i got conned into goin to hershey park with the older kids. ive never been to hershey park adn the first time i go i didnt really want it to be watchin a bunch of bratty school aged kids that dont listen to me cause there my size. yupppp. oh well. workin my usual 9-6 every day besides weds. so GIRLS just leave me a message or something. we'll figure something out!!! and thanks for leavin me love...it made my day!