May 21, 2006 21:43
oh wow! i am truly in love! fa reeeal! omg, yes i've said this before, but i swear this time it's the truth and its for real. he IS the one!! i love micheal so freakin much. i don't know where i would be without him. he's so amazing! yesterday night. this kid garrett flipped out on me and he was swearing at me in like every sentence. i told mike about it and mike knows the kid. and mike told him not to mess with me or else. haha and yes he scared garrett. mike was like "nobody ever talks to my girlfriend like that" and of course i was like "awww" cuz thats the first time a guy has ever stuck up for me like that. mike is just all around amazing. and today..one of those myspace bulletins, "who would u die for stuff" he put "nancy duh!!!" and i was at work at the time and liz sent me a text about it and she was all like "awww" and thats how i was. yep...
hmmmz..everytime i hear the song "you're beautiful" by james blunt, i think of mike and i. and like this one song mike used to have on his page, "hate me" by blue october, everytime i hear it on the radio, i think about mike and i get sad lol...cuz i want to spend more time with him, you know?
sucks he's leaving atlantic next year. it's my senior year and my bf will be at another school. i was finally happy that i got a bf who went to the same school. oh well. we'll make it work, cuz we're in LOVE =) i was talking to his friend angie and him..the other night and she was like "drag her to mainland with you" and then he was like "nancy want to go to mainland next year as a senior?" i told him my mom would never let me. and i would tho. anything to spend more time with him..but its too far away. and the majority of the people are black, and so far most black people are ignorant bitchez...so i wouldn't like it. theres just a few who aren't. and the many who are ruin it. idc tho...like 2 weeks ago..this ugly ass black girl walked by and sharleene screamed EWWW and the girl came up to me. and was like "u got a problem?" and i was like "umm no and i didn't say anything" and she was like "do u have a problem" over and over. and i was like "NO" gawd!! i shoulda flipped out on her..see what im sayin. lol. anyways back to the mainland subject...so yah i would..but its my senior year anyways, and like i've been at atlantic since freshman year..so i wanna graduate there. and too much shit goes down at mainland and thats where all the druggies are at. lol. agh!! i wish mike hadn't moved =( cuz he'd be going to atlantic. i can't make him..u know? i dunno...................
but yeeeeah!! i love him to death! i wanna write a poem. hehe maybe i will..in school tomorrow cuz i'll be bored. speaking of school. only 3 freakin days left. then 5 days of freedom..and work work work! gawd. mike and i are gonna hang out on wednesday. yay!! my parents are gonna be in orlando tues-fri. soooo i'll have the car here and i can drive mike around even tho my mom wouldn't let me. screw it! im a safe driver. i've driven him before and jessica and kat. thing is..my gramma is gonna be here, and she wont let me stay out late. maybe...him and i can like hang out..and go to a late movie, therefore i'd have an excuse. lol u know? but if there's ice skating wed night we're def going. hehe. this time its just us. no one else can come!! cuz i said so lol. its our FIRST real date..cuz the first time him and i went out...i was still with drew. and mike and i weren't dating. soooo mike and i <333 hehe.
ok im going to bed now. i think. this is a pretty long journal entry, and i doubt anyone is even gonna read it. but oh well.
Nancy Louise Wixon & Micheal Andrew Dupuis = <3 4ever!!
04.29.06