what to do?!
god what is wrong w/ me?!? why can't i stop thinkin about him. he's all i have on my mind now..i get sick from just thinkin about everything that has happened in the past 3dayz..how everything ended..how everything won't be the same! god i all i want is to have him back..back in my life when everything was so normal..no drama..nothing! i miss him so much..even if it has only been well for 3 dayz but i guess this happened 2 weeks ago today! i miss everything about him..the way he would kiss me on the forehead..or how he would just give me a kiss out of the blue..how he would hold me in his arms..how he would never want to let go of me...how he would always want to be around me even if he was w/ his boyz...god nobody will ever know how much i miss that guy! i actually think he might have been my first love..but idk...i just dont' want to let him go..so hopefully he'll realize that he wants me bac..*n* this break will be over..