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How much quieter is it when we dont have Lanie on the net? I miss talking to you already and I think you've only been effectively on "hiatus" for about 3 days hehe. Is it possible to suffer withdrawals?
Youth was fun altho i ended up crying in the second row, and i loathe crying in front of people. Emma wrapped her arms around me, which was nice cause i was upset, but i like hugs from people i wholly trust. Too many people have warned me about her, which puts me constantly on my guard. But it was good, Ps Scott had an awesome preach, I chatted to Cassie, whom I love, got stuff organised with the beautiful Jess Thomas etc. Its just this past weeks been rough. Also chatted to Pete which is always good. I got sort of annoyed because Emma once said the person driving calls the shots right? I was driving and i wanted to stay a little longer to talk to my brothers friend chris and to chat to pete before he left cause i go to maccas and he goes on to subway after. And she was creating a fuss over it, making me feel bad for not going to subway, which is in the middle of the harbour, crowded, expensive and cold all the time even in summer whereas maccas is just my favourite. And i just felt a little cheesed off cause i thought im the driver, i should say when we leave. I know its childish, but then i made her stay anyway cause i did chat to him. We arranged to meet up for dinner tomorrow before church. He did work late, he ended up working something like a 12 hour day so now i feel very bad for suggesting he did it deliberately not to meet me the poor guy. He must have picked up i was upset cause he asked if i was right, i know it doesnt sound much but you have to know him, to know it must have stood out. Also talked to Dean, whom I love and who is crazy. Cathy came back too and it was awesome to see her so i hope shes at cell this week, im so stoked to have Jess Thomas take it this week though, shes an awesome woman of God with so much behind her and i really look up to her as a role model so im really looking fwd to it.
What else? I discovered i have no summer work clothes so im going with Kecia if shes able, definetly Lydia and trevor and mick to go shopping, i need to buy a whole stack of things and should probably make some form of list so i dont just buy a lot of junk. It should be fun though and i hope Kecia does come, she has a good eye for style.
Youth was fun altho i ended up crying in the second row, and i loathe crying in front of people. Emma wrapped her arms around me, which was nice cause i was upset, but i like hugs from people i wholly trust. Too many people have warned me about her, which puts me constantly on my guard. But it was good, Ps Scott had an awesome preach, I chatted to Cassie, whom I love, got stuff organised with the beautiful Jess Thomas etc. Its just this past weeks been rough. Also chatted to Pete which is always good. I got sort of annoyed because Emma once said the person driving calls the shots right? I was driving and i wanted to stay a little longer to talk to my brothers friend chris and to chat to pete before he left cause i go to maccas and he goes on to subway after. And she was creating a fuss over it, making me feel bad for not going to subway, which is in the middle of the harbour, crowded, expensive and cold all the time even in summer whereas maccas is just my favourite. And i just felt a little cheesed off cause i thought im the driver, i should say when we leave. I know its childish, but then i made her stay anyway cause i did chat to him. We arranged to meet up for dinner tomorrow before church. He did work late, he ended up working something like a 12 hour day so now i feel very bad for suggesting he did it deliberately not to meet me the poor guy. He must have picked up i was upset cause he asked if i was right, i know it doesnt sound much but you have to know him, to know it must have stood out. Also talked to Dean, whom I love and who is crazy. Cathy came back too and it was awesome to see her so i hope shes at cell this week, im so stoked to have Jess Thomas take it this week though, shes an awesome woman of God with so much behind her and i really look up to her as a role model so im really looking fwd to it.
What else? I discovered i have no summer work clothes so im going with Kecia if shes able, definetly Lydia and trevor and mick to go shopping, i need to buy a whole stack of things and should probably make some form of list so i dont just buy a lot of junk. It should be fun though and i hope Kecia does come, she has a good eye for style.