i’m terrified of who i’ll become with you but I know it won't happen
life has been pretty boring except for this weekend it was so much fun. On friday was fun actually alright with the spring fling ella, meghan and alyssa and the cute couples walked around. DIE. Then it was basically courtney sat her ass on the computer the whole time and talked to friends on the phone which includes carly and eric, but I swear that kid sleeps a lot and is always tired on the phone and I sing him lullabys haha I told him im boring, but hes says im not. He invited me to his show at this coffeehouse in somersworth on friday, carly could you come with me? I guess his band is playing there. Which would be sweet. I hope that I can go. REALLY bad.
Talked to brandon on the phone from like 12 to 2 in the morning and his friend Joey was there. I love those kids I guess joey's mom called me "a hardcore emu" but it was funny. It was nice to laugh as always.
then on saturday was an amazing day, alyssa called me up and asked me to go to the beach with sammi and carly. I had so much fun we walked at short sands and talked and I was just so happy to get out and I didn't wanna go home. The highlight of are day was getting are palms read. I love that kind of stuff I really do. And it was so weird cause she was complety right about ALL OF US. After alyssa and I got way to involved in a shooting game at the arcarde, she didn't even ddr and we were screaming and swearing saying "die bitches die" sammi and carly wanted to get tarots cards and since they had money they did I am poor. And now we all keep thinking about it way to much, I guess what really hit me was the part about someone likes me but arn't telling me there true feelings. And I guess I want to know who its is cause I keep assuming people and I hate that. and how she was dead on about how im an old soul who think a lot and is really intuative. I don't really remember mine because I went first and everyone else was scared. idiots. But we got home to carlys and all hung out and me and sammi had some cuddling time, while alyssa sang and carly just touched her hair the whole time. We walked to dunkin donuts and almost died crossing 236 and my pants fell off...ATTENION, FORESHADOWING!!!!! But when we got back I called dave, cause alyssa was scared and we walked to the eliot commens cause I guess he was getting chinease food. And im climbing the poles and me and carly were talking about how this reminds us of the titanic and I pretend and yell im a plus size stripper when alyssa thought it would be grand to pull off my pants SO MY FATT ASS WAS HANGING OUT, trust me no one wants to see that. but he did, and I was pissed but now I think its funny. but sammi and I slept over and it was fun, even though sad we stayed up till 5 talking. I love them.
anyway, I came home and called eric. And then I don't remember but monday was boring. And now Joey and I are like really good friends I love that kid, he makes me laugh so much and I love the dear penis song he sent me, he is a dumbass though for slicing his hand open, but I feel bad. joe was kinda mad at me today, it made me sad...i got yelled at too woot.
thats it, besides SCHOOL SUCKS
and I hate people, and I hate my family
and Im sad...lonely
and I just wanna be there for someone
Talked to brandon on the phone from like 12 to 2 in the morning and his friend Joey was there. I love those kids I guess joey's mom called me "a hardcore emu" but it was funny. It was nice to laugh as always.
then on saturday was an amazing day, alyssa called me up and asked me to go to the beach with sammi and carly. I had so much fun we walked at short sands and talked and I was just so happy to get out and I didn't wanna go home. The highlight of are day was getting are palms read. I love that kind of stuff I really do. And it was so weird cause she was complety right about ALL OF US. After alyssa and I got way to involved in a shooting game at the arcarde, she didn't even ddr and we were screaming and swearing saying "die bitches die" sammi and carly wanted to get tarots cards and since they had money they did I am poor. And now we all keep thinking about it way to much, I guess what really hit me was the part about someone likes me but arn't telling me there true feelings. And I guess I want to know who its is cause I keep assuming people and I hate that. and how she was dead on about how im an old soul who think a lot and is really intuative. I don't really remember mine because I went first and everyone else was scared. idiots. But we got home to carlys and all hung out and me and sammi had some cuddling time, while alyssa sang and carly just touched her hair the whole time. We walked to dunkin donuts and almost died crossing 236 and my pants fell off...ATTENION, FORESHADOWING!!!!! But when we got back I called dave, cause alyssa was scared and we walked to the eliot commens cause I guess he was getting chinease food. And im climbing the poles and me and carly were talking about how this reminds us of the titanic and I pretend and yell im a plus size stripper when alyssa thought it would be grand to pull off my pants SO MY FATT ASS WAS HANGING OUT, trust me no one wants to see that. but he did, and I was pissed but now I think its funny. but sammi and I slept over and it was fun, even though sad we stayed up till 5 talking. I love them.
anyway, I came home and called eric. And then I don't remember but monday was boring. And now Joey and I are like really good friends I love that kid, he makes me laugh so much and I love the dear penis song he sent me, he is a dumbass though for slicing his hand open, but I feel bad. joe was kinda mad at me today, it made me sad...i got yelled at too woot.
thats it, besides SCHOOL SUCKS
and I hate people, and I hate my family
and Im sad...lonely
and I just wanna be there for someone