sometimes i see you standing there, sometimes it's like i'm losing touch

Sep 22, 2005 21:45

so i sat down in this computer chair and i had no desire to go on aim - i never do anymore. i had no desire to go on myspace either - after awhile it's just the same ol' same. there's a lot on my mind so i'm just going to write ( Read more... )

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invisibledamage September 24 2005, 06:00:32 UTC

i miss my best friend kadi so much. i am naturally skinny.
and you love me. oh my gosh i cried my eyes out last night
thinking about you. i felt like we were falling apart..
i feel like we arent as close as we used to be. i don't even
know anything about you anymore.. i feel so seperated from
my best friend. come up for my sweet sixteen. i mean we havent
hung out our whole 6 years of being best friends. mesh since 2000
i wrote you notes. made you cards. bought you presents.
i miss you so much. you're almost 17 i can't believe that.
i couldnt stop crying though. i was reading your old letters
and all that stuff. and i just felt like shit. kadi seriously
call me ANYTIME. i would choose you over anyone else because
i havent talk to you in forever. i miss us talking on the phone
all the time and gossiping and talking about everything because
you're my best friend in the whole wide world and you always will be.
no matter what! i am sorry about your mom. my dad's old friend jim
died on the 22nd from lung cancer........ yeah so i am kind of in the
same boat only it's your mom and this is my dad's friend who i cared
about so much. idk my life has been so stressful.. i need my best friend
i mean i love talking to paul 24/7. but there's things i cant tell paul
theres things i cant tell ANYONE except kadi. you kallowadi are the only
person that knows me better that i know myself. i miss you so much. i love you ♥ don't let our friendship fall apart

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