sometimes i see you standing there, sometimes it's like i'm losing touch

Sep 22, 2005 21:45

so i sat down in this computer chair and i had no desire to go on aim - i never do anymore. i had no desire to go on myspace either - after awhile it's just the same ol' same. there's a lot on my mind so i'm just going to write ( Read more... )

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xoforever_yours September 23 2005, 13:24:35 UTC
to my dearest kadi:
kadi you are almost seventeen
which means you almost only have a year left of being a kid
so its okay to not grow up
and its okay to feel dumb. and to be confused.
dont grow up too fast without me okay.
and guess what. i need a homecoming dress too.
so i say we hit the millenia mall okay.
and get some panera bagels while we are there.
and buy ourselves a lacosse shirt just like rich katie : )
kadi i say that we try on all the hoochie little dresses just to laugh. you know the ones that should really just be shirts. i saw we try on all the ball gown ones. you know the white wedding dress ones. i say we try them all on. and if we dont find one we like. oh well at least we will have a lot of funny pictures ; )
and kadi i kinda know how you feel when you say that you dont know what to do because you are afraid you wont say the right thing. its like if a friend is upset and is crying. you dont know whether its best just to hold their hand or get them tissues or say something or hug them or cry with them or get angry with them. and kadi i dont have all the answers. i dont know exactly what to even say. im here though - if you ever need an ear or a shoulder. God somehow orchestrates everything perfectly thats all i know. so dont be afraid - im always here : )
i love you so much kadi lynn
my gifted freak always
<3 rachael

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